Surreal.. part deux.
Sometimes we learn things about people that we never would have expected... the more I learn.. the more I become afraid and the more I want to learn.. Afraid not because I view them as being a bad person, but rather afraid of falling for someone that is hundreds of miles away from my current location.. Afraid of the future and what it holds for me.. I need to learn to let go.. I need to learn to trust my heart but feel my gut wrenching.. But is it really wrenching or is more a case of butterflies every time I see an email from this person pop up or I get to hear this person's voice on the other end of the telephone.
I'm praying it is butterflies... because this person's intellect and common life story are still intriguing me... that and they can make me laugh... and without laughter ... I would have died a long time ago.
Sometimes we learn things about people that we never would have expected... the more I learn.. the more I become afraid and the more I want to learn.. Afraid not because I view them as being a bad person, but rather afraid of falling for someone that is hundreds of miles away from my current location.. Afraid of the future and what it holds for me.. I need to learn to let go.. I need to learn to trust my heart but feel my gut wrenching.. But is it really wrenching or is more a case of butterflies every time I see an email from this person pop up or I get to hear this person's voice on the other end of the telephone.
I'm praying it is butterflies... because this person's intellect and common life story are still intriguing me... that and they can make me laugh... and without laughter ... I would have died a long time ago.
posted by John at 11/09/2005 10:29:00 AM
3 Comments:
Distance is only an excuse that people without any balls use in order not to act on their gut feeling...
C~
I think you are calling me a eunuch... I am currently just letting the wild ride happen and see where it lands me... my gut tells me to be careful.. my heart tells me to go for broke.
A eunuch, lolllllllllll. Good one!
I'm sooo far from being of any good advice when it comes to relationships so I'll just "lay back, enjoy the show" as Sheryl Crow would say, will read all about what you'll decide to do (or not to do-that is the question!).
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