TO: M-Girl

My cover is blown... I have an alter ego location from my place in residence online where you found me...  I can thank a couple of people for introducing me to Blogspot... those people know who they are.   I started this blog... as an effort to go and have a more free ability to express myself without the confies of commentary from people who were trying to get my dick... as a place to freely express myself without repercussions of expectations of kudos and comments.. THIS blog is for me.. by me.. and I don't give a rat's ass.

 

Trust, Loyalty, Helpfulness, Friendliness, Courtesy, Kindness, Obedience (sit down and shut up till I'm thru dammit.. don't get up and try and walk away!!! ;-) okay.. j/k), Cheerfulness,Thrift, Bravery, Cleanliness and Reverence. 

These 12 points sound easy to maintain... Until you are forced to actually deal with each and every one of them.  YOU make me want to be better at every since aspect of my life...

 

For even though our current time together has been short... It has been sweet, and one must learn to take that bitter reality that there is bitterness in our lives... for you and I, that bitterness is the realization that we live far apart from one another currently.  BUT this is the only bitterness you have thus far brought into my life... And for that, I am thankful.

 

In the end, whether things work out between us and we can conquer the distance gap that exists, is only know by the Great Creator.  But it is also that unknown destiny that forces and binds us to see where this path leads to and only he as well as you and I are.

 

I am happy tonight knowing that while you may not be walking side by side on this path wih me, that you are venturing down a similar if not parrallel path... soon to cross my path again... and it is in that crossing that I wait.. Anxious to spend time with you once more.